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| It's been years since I've written here. Somehow, shit hasn't changed. I'm still with some deadbeat guy, still living a dream. Still wishing I was somewhere else, with someone else.
Lucky me.
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| Dude.
I am SO going to fucking NASCAR, and I SO have Media, Pit, and Garage passes! 
Fuckin' rocks.
On the flip side - I'm quitting my job.
Yup.
My boss (Louann) pissed me off for the last time, and I'm done, through, finished, exasperated, finito! Yacavo. .. I have no idea how to spell that in spanish.
I'm totally going to fuck them over, too. 
Fuckin' blows.
goddamn i love that smiley!
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1. What time did you get up this morning? Woke up around 6 to my lovely alarm(s) going off- finally got up around 8:30 when my phone wouldn't stop fucking ringing.
2. Diamonds or pearls? I know Pearl is supposedly my birthstone or, whatever, but I love Diamonds =/
3. Last film you saw at the cinema? Benchwarmers, I believe.
4. What is your favorite TV show(s)? Grey's Anatomy, Desperate Housewives, and House yum :)
5. What do you usually have for breakfast?
Nada.
6. Favorite cuisine? I'm not actually too picky. I mean, I am, but... I like all "cuisines" I just don't always feel like eating them.
7. What is your middle name? Eileen......
8. What food do you dislike? Pig feet!!
9. What is your favorite CD at the moment? Don't honestly know- I'm always just listening to my phone
10. What kind of car do you drive? For now? my beater- in a couple weeks? my prelude...OR that nissan 300ZX hmmmmmmm..
11 Favorite sandwich? Ham and Cheese
12. What characteristic do you despise? Dunno if it's a characteristic... but people that believe they are better than you for something rediculous- like, their parents make more money than you do.. or, they're more "spiritual" or "religious" than you are, or... yeah. Something rediculous. Materialistic.
13. Favorite article of clothing? Jeans and a Tee
14. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation? Definately go to Australia.
15. What color is your bathroom? It's kind of... gold, silver, and black. It all sounds odd, but it fits together quite nicely, I promise.
16. What is your favorite brand of clothing? Hollister
17. Where would you retire to? My house?
18. What was your most memorable birthday? Probably 17- I smoked pot, got drunk, and partied with Kat.... well, that's how I think i celebrated it.
19. Furthest place you are sending this? I'm not actually "sending" this.
20. I disappeared... oh me oh my!
21. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? hm, n/a?
22. Person you expect to send it back first? See above.
23. Favorite saying? Fuck off.
24. When is your birthday? 6.25
25. Are you a morning person or a night person? Night, most definately.
26. What is your shoe size? 8
27. Any pets? my roommate has a dog and a cat
31. What is your favorite candy? Snickers
32. What is your favorite flower? white rose
33. What is a day on the calendar you are looking forward to? May 28th!
34. What is your favorite childhood memory? Don't rightly know.
35. If you had one wish for anything in this world whether it is really
possible or not, what would it be? Money growing on trees.
36. What would you invent? a money machine lol
37. Favorite magazine? Cosmo :0/
38. If you could change one thing about your appearance what would it be? Mah freckles!
39. Hollywood crush? Josh Hartnett *dies*
40. If you were stranded on a desert island, what is one thing you couldn't
live without? my boat with lots of gasoline?
41. Favorite Color? Blue
42. Favorite drink? Dr. Pepper
43. What do you do to unwind? watch tv, smoke, lay in bed while chit chatting on the phone.
44. What did you learn about the person who sent this to you? eh.. ? dunno
45. If you had a "do over" in your life, what would it be? If I took back anything that happened in my life, I wouldn't be where I am, and who I am now. I wouldn't change anything.
46. What do you feel is your best attribute? Dedicated
47. Favorite junk food? Sonic tator tots!
48. Favorite book? Not really sure.
49. If you could change your name... What would it be? I would change the spelling, but not my actual name.
50. What did you want to be when you grew up? A fighter pilot.
51. What is your favorite movie? Top Gun
52. Beach or Mountains? Beach
53. Who was your first love? Hm. Not really sure about that.
54. Which celebrity do you think you most resemble? I've had quite a few people tell me that I look like Drew Barrymore, but I just... don't see it.
55. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? Arms. *melts*
56. Why do you think people like you? I'm different.
57. Favorite Reality show? Biggest loser?
58. Do you sing in the shower? usually I'm too tired to do anything but stand there and clean up.
59. How many true friends can you honestly say you have? a few.
60. What do you think is the most important thing in a person's life? their individuality.
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| Is it too much to fucking ask a guy to commit?? I mean, FOR REAL?!
I'm not talking marriage here or anything, just you, me, and no one else in the damn picture! FUCK.
I've decided- I hate boys.
This is rediculous.
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| I'm still alive- I PROMISE!!
Got a new survey- YuM. It's kind of weird, though... so bare with me!
1. Worst damage you ever took in a fight?
got a bloody nose?
2. Most money you ever owed a utility company?
Never had to worry about it-- I pay the water bill 
3. Last time you got kicked out of a bar?
Never and no that is NOT because I've never been IN a bar (I have..), it's because I'm a good kid :)
4. Longest time you slept in a car?
5 minutes, maybe.
5. Most f*d up nickname you've ever been given?
Puff. Don't fucking ask.
6. Worst job you ever had?
Selling kitchen knives.
7. Shortest job you've ever had?
a week?
8. Longest romantic relationship?
Too long for our own good.
9. Shortest romantic relationship?
Un dia.
10. Food that you would eat til you puked?
I... don't really know.
11. Food that even looking at makes you puke?
Pig feet!
12. What music saved your life?
I'm sorry, I think that I
saved my life- not the effing music industry!
13. Person you miss the most in the world?
Ein :(
14. Worst movie you've ever seen?
War of the worlds.
15. Best movie you've ever seen?
*shrugs* they all have their faults.
16. Craziest stuff you've ever done sober?
TPed a "top guys" house that i knew from church.
17. Ever almost die?
Well, yeah.
18. Ever fistfight a member of the opposite sex?
Kind of- he was the one throwing most of the punches though.
19. Best place you have ever lived?
Ogden.
20. Worst place you have ever lived?
Ogden.
21. Bad habit you have?
Being pushy.
22. Noise that makes you want to punch people?
crying children in stores/public places where they don't FUCKING belong
23. Your favorite tattoo?
My only one.
24. Least favorite tattoo?
I only have one!!!
25. At your poorest, were you a ramen noodle or Mac and Cheese person?
Yeah but it wasn't because I was poor by any means.
26. Most money you have ever spent on a single meal?
$100 something.
27. Best gift you ever got?
Don't rightly know.
29. Ever run from the cops?
haha yeah.
30. money or love?
Well, I have money now, but yet I'm still feeling like I'm missing something. So I'm going to have to say, love.
So, I'm dating this guy, Jeremy. I'm not really sure what's going on with us. I mean, are we together? Are we just dating? WTF? He'll say/do things that totally piss me the fuck off, and I just have to wonder why I'm doing this. Then he turns around and says shit that makes me think he has no clue that he's been pissing me off. But, are guys REALLY that stupid? I know I'm pushy and all, but for real?? I like him, though. I really like him. I have to ask myself, though, am I letting him walk all over me because there are so many unknowns? Do I just want to see one fucking relationship work so bad that I let things slide? Now, I wonder- How much have I really changed? I told myself once that I wouldn't let people walk all over me. I used to get depressed when I knew that someone was using me, now.. I don't get depressed when he does something fucked up, but I get pissed. BUT I still take it. God I don't understand myself. This is rediculous. | | |
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